It's been a while...

It's been a while since I've been on my blog, mainly because I couldn't bear to know the truth that I had backslid on my promise once more... You know, its so easy in the moment to just say "I give it all up to you, God. I will follow you and constantly do good work", and yet when it comes time to make the choices that really matter, I suck. Straight up, I suck. I let God down, I let everyone who believes in me down, and whats even worse is that I start to let myself down. And its in those moments when I suck thatI have to take a second and realize that my God is a God who loves me through the sucky times when all I do is fail. He always stands by me, and when it feels like He is nowhere to be found, chances are He is carrying me each and every step of the way. My best friend, my companion, my Father, and my mentor. Loving me each and every day, and never once doing me wrong. I cannot wait for the day I can go running into His arms and just laying down all the burdens of this life... That is a day worth living for!